big, scary spiders.

my poor boy. he just had his first confirmed nightmare. he's woken up crying in the night before.... actually, a lot recently. but tonight is the first time he's told me why he was sad. i went in to tuck him back into bed, and he couldn't stop crying, I asked him what was wrong, and he told me, "the big spiders are so scary" :( broke my heart.

especially since, this is TOTALLY my fault... okay it's Cam's fault too... it is the only thing he EVER sees us scared of, and we are. we are both totally freaked of spiders, every time we see one, we freak out... i guess this is something that needs to change.

i am OFFICIALLY NOT scared of spiders. there, i said it. it has to be true now... right?

or maybe i should just get a bug guy to come again, so we don't have so many around... then we won't have to think about spiders at all.